im.not.crazy.

okay you must feel weird with the title, right? its just a title.
why i choose that title?

while im waiting for the result of my application in certain universities,i need to do something that gonna be useful bila aku dah masuk universiti nanti.soooo
i decided to keep practicing everyday in speaking or speech dalam bahasa inggeris in front of the mirror.sound crazy but thats a reality.

i got a lot of information from teachers and other ppl,when you studying in the university,you will facing a loottt of presentation and group works.andd you need to speak in english while presenting your work in front of ppl.so aku pikir aku kena practice dari sekarang so that i will speak fluently and confidently without any "aaaaaaa" "hmmmmm"(faham kan tang ni?okay i proceed)

so everyday, i speak or describe something that happened in my life.by myself.seorang diri.alone.takadasiapa pun dengar.macam orang gila.BUT aku tak gila. its just an effort to improve myself in speaking so that i will be a better person than yesterday.

up until now, masih tak fluent lagi.sooo many mistakes.still hard for describe a thing.but i still wanna try.

i used to story about myself, trying to describe some songs that i listened,trying to tell a short story based on what i watched.such as

at the moment,i listening to a song.its korean song titled Fate by lee sun hun . the melody of the song including the chinese/korean traditional instrumental(i do love listening to the chinese traditional instrumental,bcs its sound so sad) so this song is about a husband's singer who was died.then the singer create the lyrics and the song after her husband died. so thats why the song's title is Fate.
here a the some lyrics on that song

"This is what we call "fate".Its something we cant deny,
will i ever experience a beautiful day like this again in my life?
You're the gift on this exhausting path of life,
i'll always wash and shine this love so it wont rust away"
(lyrics in english)

its so sad and i cried. why i cry?(aku bayangkan lagu ni ditujukan kpd my parents)
sampai aku cakap,biarlah aku pergi dulu.
i cant imagine hows my life will gonne be , if they gone.(my eyes berair bila taip ni)

so back to the topic,thats how i describe a song and try to speak by myself.
we need to start now.

if not now, then when?

okay thats all from me.till we meet again.


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im blessed

Hi and assalamualaikum dear readers!(macamlah ada readers). its been a long time since i graduated from my secondary school,i haven't update anything in my "precious" blog. why? lazy.i spend my leisure time,doing nothing.ya nothing.ok lets go to the main point.

last year(2016), i faced a big and important examination which is SPM peacefully.ya soo "peaceful". but in reality, only me and other students who are same batch like me , understand how stressful we were.untill i need to sacrifice my social media(i uninstall it), occasionally watched tv,i slept only 4 hours a day.only focused 100% in my study.

and this year(2017),im gonna get my result and actually i already got my result! yahhhhhhhhhh bcs today is 15th of april. the date that we need to attend to school to ambik result was 16th of march.sooo dah nak sebulan dah.guess what? i got straight As!!!!!! yah tapi dalam mimpi.i got 6As and i feel so blessed altho i didnt get all As. its okay maybe its not my time yet.Honestly, my expectation was so high(got at least 9As) but altho realitinya tak dapat apa yang dijangka, im still blessed with it 💖💖
and rasa bangga dengan diri aku sebab boleh redha dengan mudah.mudahlah juga.

i will not get what i got now without my parents,my teachers,my friends who are always helped me whenever i got trouble,whenever i stressed with many thing.whenever im so blur with certain subtopics.im just feel really bersyukur and soo thankful for teachers who never gave up easily with their students(doing classes eventho student tak ramaipun datang.gave countless past questions and other addtitional questionsss.) until i want to make their sacrifices towards students worth it( with giving them a good result)

also, their endless dua for me.

6As still consider as a good result so just tutup mata tutup telinga when makcikmakcik and pakcikpakcik comparing my result with my cousin's result(ingat senang ke nak dapat A)

and without usaha,you will not get what you want in life.

my school didnt get any student who got straight As so principal felt upset with that.

my friends, all of them got a good result. He knows what's the best for us.dont think you got an A or no A , you stupid.no! its just not your time yet. believe Allah's faith,alright?

its not the end.its the beginning of your life journey.

there are many opportunities, all you have to do is grab that opportunity!

thats all from me.till we meet again.







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